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Selasa, 04 Juni 2013

Lonely Sunday.




Saat aku terbangun pagi ini
terbayang indahnya wajahmu
dan ku teringat kejadian semalam
kau bukan lagi bagian hatiku
hangat sambutan mentari
cerahkan segenap suasana
walau kau putuskan cintaku
biar saja ku tetap bahagia
still i can sing, i do believe
i life without you , but my sight
is the story of my lonely sunday
hangat sambutan mentari
cerahkan segenap suasana
dan ku teringat kejadian semalam
biar saja ku tetap bahagia
just let me sendiri
hapus semua bayangmu
takkan ku sesali perpisahan denganmu
jadikan kisah ini kenangan dalam my lonely sunday



nggak nggak, bukan liriknya yang aku suka, tapi saxophonnya
the lyrics was not actualized and represented by me ;)
fix mau beli ;D

Jumat, 24 Mei 2013


mainannya si Jeffin yang bikin gue autis mampus
senasib ama gue yang tangannya patah juga
i love you mr. ironic


"Welcome to the real world", she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat
Take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding
Up my sleeve

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
That something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the

Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just a lie you've got to rise above


So the good boys and girls take the so called right track
Faded white hats
Grabbing credits
Maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can't find the answers
And all of our parents
They're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies


I am invincible
As long as I'm alive

I just can't wait til my 10 year reunion

I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for

Rabu, 08 Mei 2013

PARADIS PERDUS


”We have no idea yet how people ‘read’ video games, what meanings they make from them. Still less do we know how people will ‘read’ them in the future.” - James Paul Gee
“The true paradises are the paradises that we have lost.” ― Marcel Proust

Preparing for entry to another virtual world...
Preparing for entry to another virtual world
A few weeks ago, I used a computer game primarily as a stimulus for creative writing. I’m becoming increasingly interested in using story-led – predominantly ‘indie’ – video games that allow us to participate in and ‘inhabit’ narratives that we might not encounter in other genres, or more commercial games. I introduced you to another game, ParadisPerdus  (english translated: ‘Lost Paradises’).

The game designer, Sergey Mohov, describes the game on his blog:
‘The game is about not belonging. You are the bad guy, you are killing everything you touch. The world you are in is beautiful and green, but the moment you get into it, you start infecting everything, and the world starts decaying, until it eventually ceases to exist. You can choose to exit the world, and then it will heal itself, but then you don’t get to enjoy it of course, because you’re not there any more.

GAME PLAY

'Reading' the game's opening screen.

‘Reading’ the game’s opening screen, including the portal
i take control of the game. The player begins the game stood in front of the above screen. I posed the question: ‘So, where am I?’

‘somewhere green’
’A dark, evil world’
’Somewhere like Proteus’
‘Various ‘lands’
‘wonderland’ 
’futureland’
‘diamondland’
‘Somewhere habitable – you can hear a bird’
‘a maths land – everything is made of shapes’.


*Entering the portal, i was transported to a new world, through a cave.*

In the new world...
Exploring the world.

‘tranquil’, ‘serene’, ‘magical’, ‘peaceful’, ‘non-active’.
you are like a walking disease’,
‘it doesn’t want you to walk back’,
‘You’re destroying the Earth’


Discolouration of the virtual landscape following exploration.
Discolouration of the virtual landscape following exploration, giving clues to the game’s meaning.

Humanity – it’s the most destructive thing on the planet.’
‘Whatever we touch falls apart.’
‘Yeah, global warming!.. The environment… Petrol!’
‘It’s trying to say ‘Don’t go back in life. Keep moving on, from the past…’





Analyzes

‘The only true journey wouldn’t be to go towards new landscapes, but to have different eyes.’ – Marcel Proust

This prompted further discussion, centred around the meaning of the quote: ‘It means that you need to look at things in different ways’, ‘Or maybe it means looking at things from other people’s points of view – through their eyes’.  This continued into a short discussion about metaphor, which linked nicely to the symbolic and metaphorical nature of the game.


‘some games make you want to go out and do something in the real world’ and ‘games can make you look at something in a different way’.

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Quit.






Sabtu, 04 Mei 2013

KARTINI @TN


telat sih, ya emang perayaannya juga telat. gak papa kan? nih dinikmati aja. wkwk

sama Bagas Arya, kita ini bagaikan duo salatiga in batik motion :D



taukan ini siapa, nggak usah komentar

kalo kamu mau tau nih, ini temen kamarku. dia baek banget loh, walauoun kadang dia songong, peace ya rafdi yan :D

mampus lu Dir! , ini Adira subsie Kristen kelas 10


ini maksut tangan nya bukan alay, ini absen kita, aku 16, dian 10, andinn 3, bagas 7


hwkakakak ngakak liat Dema.


sama dian




 sama Zena!!! :D




asyiiik banget. sumprit. much love TN


Jumat, 03 Mei 2013

SUSU COKLAT :D


Jalan panjang lika liku berlubang berbatu-batu kulalui demi kamu
Hujan badai angin topan geledek Guntur beradu kulewati demi kamu
Serigala ular kobra, buaya ikan piranha kuhadapi demi kamu
Seribu satu rintangan, berbagai macam halangan kujalani untukmu
Susu hangat rasa
coklat, kesukaanku
Susu hangat rasa
coklat, kegemaranku slrups!

Rabu, 27 Maret 2013



ingat dulu waktu aku jatuh dari sepeda terus aku nangis ?
itu waktu aku kelas 5 SD.
cengeng.
rapuh.
idiot.
mah.. aku sudah besar. lihat barret biru ini mah. ini tetes keringatku.
kudapatkan ini lebih berat dari lukaku jatuh dari sepeda.
aku mampu.
mah, pah, kak.
bentar lagi aku punya adik.
iya, garis di dasi PDH ku nambah satu.
artinya... BERJUANG LEBIH HEBAT.



Senin, 31 Desember 2012

Jeo ?

Izin memperkenalkan diri nama siswa Jeovan Fillandro asal Salatiga.
"HAH? berarti bener tujuh dong? belum tuntas tuh kamu!"
ya gitu deh kalo tiap kali aku ngenalin diri di militer. sebel, badmood, stres, koclok juga sih.

jeo tu kayak apa sih? ini pendapat teman sekelas (dengan komennya ^^)

M. NUR BADRUDDIN : jeovan adalah orang yang suka galau tapi sangat rajin dalam bangun pagi, suka kelembutan tapi juga kekerasan, kalau marah bisa berlebihan, TANGAN PATAH BUKAN HALANGAN
(kok nyolot din?!)

FAIZ AJI PRAKOSO : jeovan di graha pola hidupnya paling bagus. selalu tidur paling cepat dan bangun paling pagi. Dan di kelas tidak pernah tidur. Dan orangnya suka kelembutan
(bukan aku yang ngomomng lho! haha makasih Iz!.)

ALFIAN SHIDQY : jeovan itu sikapnya positif, untuk sikap galau, panik, dan tidak sabaran harus dikurangi
(iya iya Fi!)

M. JEFFIN FARABI : jeovan itu orangnya gak terduga. tiba tiba ginilah, gitulah ada- ada aja deh kerjaannya haha
(dasar si parafin blangsat nih kwkw)

DIAN ROSCANTY : jeo kamu sulit bergaul
(kalo sama cewek iya sih, terutama cewek imut wkoko canda deng *nervous*)

FARHAN BARRY :  jeo itu calon pelawak
(wkwk bisa aja nih anak Nabire! salam buat keluarga Pace!)

EVAN FAVIAN : jeo ituuuuu baik dan suka bercanda, tetapi semenjak negara api menyerang, evan menjadi lebih baik 8) :p
(dasar gondes anak jogja, ya deh yadeh!!)

DEWA AYU WIDIA : jeovan itu pinter dan aksen bicarannya lucu benget, mengingatkan dengan presenter suatu acara gossip di RCTI. jeovan itu diam diam menghanyutkan dan gak ketebak!
(ahya? masa? makasih deh bocah unyu!)

BAGAS ARYA WICHAKSANA : konsisten dengan apa yang sedang ia jalani karena pendirian yang kuat itulah yang membuat ia tetap tegar, rajin, setia. keep it! and happy SLEP Day ;)
(apa sih bagas nih, kamu gombal deh, aku jadi sayang kamu gas!)

RIZKA REZALIA MARTALARASATI : jeo itu diem diem puinter buanget 8) jeo itu cocok buat gantiin Feny Rose hehe jeo itu baik pake banget T.O.P
(maunya gantiin dia sih Riz! tapi dia terlalu menjilat wkwkw.)

MEGA PERMATASARI : jeo itu baik, walaupun jarang ngomomng, tapi dia pinter. jeo itu orang yang cocok untuk kerja sama
(hehe kami tu bisa aja! aku tersipu malu! wwkwkwk)


itu baru sebagian, males ngetiknya broh !
udah tau jeo kan! ntar kalo ditanyain jeo siapa bilang betul tujuh lagi, sumpah pocong ujian nanti bener bener salah tiga! HUAAHAHAHAHAHAH! *evil* canda!.

sekian .

kelewatan satu! pesen buat *someone* kamu tambah cantik, cuman apa daya? im nothing.

JEOVAN FILLANDRO FUCKIN SPIRIT.

Jumat, 30 November 2012

bOarding!

baru sekarang anjrit bisa online. mau tau alasannya? kuharap tidak. banyak pengalaman yang boleh 'saya' haturkan. ups! repeat : banyak pengalaman yang boleh gue mencret mencretin ke lu lu pada.
tapi kayaknya bakal berjuta juta halaman. mulai dari bulan july sampe sekarang tuh ada pahit ada manisnya. walopun kebanyakkan manis sampe aku sendiri NEK

gimana sih salatiga sekarang? gimana smp 1 salatiga (alumuni)? kangen nggak sih akunya sama bu susi?
bu susinya sih jelas kangen. kangen beuuut malah.

tadi tuh ada latian buat acara natal, aku ngieng ngieng mantheng keinget natal terakhirku, gimana panitianya, gimana pengalamannya, gimana kisahnya (jangan dibalik, kasihnya ya) ingin deh gojes gojes naik blade lagi, ngebut ngebut bareng bocah anjrit ryandika, tonyo tonyoin kepalanya bocah anjrit kedua laurent, trus nyiksa mental gessa. ohh its been about long long long fuckin time. sampe akhirnya blade ku bannya njeblos parit bocah bangsat io.

semua itu experience, part of someone life, someone refers to me. besok besar mungkin ga mungkin asik asikan kaya gitu, bayangin aja cuy, ada gitu anak umur 18 (waktu uda lulus sma) kita main synergi, ah elah.

yaudah ya. dadah.