negative thinking leads to self critical

fall

Well let me tell you a story, about a girl and a boy 
He fell in love with his best friend

When she's around, he feels nothing but joy
But she was already broken, and it made her blind
But she could never believe that love would ever treat her right
But did you know that I love you? or were you not aware?

You're the smile on my face
And I ain't going nowhere
I'm here to make you happy, i'm here to see you smile
I've been wanting to tell you this for a long while

Who's gonna make you fall in love

I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, of my love

But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall

Well I can tell you're afraid of what this might do
Cause we got such an amazing friendship and that you don't wanna lose
Well I don't wanna lose it either
I don't think I can stay sitting around while you're hurting babe
So take my hand

Well did you know you're an angel? who forgot how to fly
Did you know that it breaks my heart everytime to see you cry
Cause I know that a piece of you's gone everytime he done wrong, I'm the shoulder you're crying on
And I hope by the time that i'm done with this song that I've figured out

Who's gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, of my love

But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall

I will catch you if you fall

But if you spread your wings
You can fly away with me
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself

to Laurent and Rya

here pick your own fuckin muffin!

Happy Birthday Laurent Elvina Putri! 

Happy Birthday Ryandika Yuliastuti!

Both of you has a sweet story to tell which began part of my life. On your 17, i hope Ryandika not to be fucked up with all of a messed things and Laurent Elvina not to be suck. Im kidding. No its not. I cant be there for you, both of you, but im dreaming you’s out in the blue and i am right beside you’s, awake to taking in the view together, and we can go anywhere! 

More kisses from your boy. Ever.

XOXO.

_{perjalanan masih jauh, jangan menyerah.} Satu titik kecil itu adalah kemungkinan untuk keberhasilan

we're both on the wing and fly

I can finally see that youre right there 

beside me. 

I am not my own, for i have been made new. 

Please dont let me go i desperately need you

Breathe and i’ll carry you away into the velvet sky and we’ll stir the star around and watch them fall away into the Hudson Bay and plummet out sight and sound.

The open summer breeze will sweep you through the hills

Where i live in the Alpine heights

Below the Northen Lights, i spend my coldest nights

Alone, awake and thinking of  the weekend we were in love.

Home among these mountain tops can be so awfully dull

A thousand miles from the tide

But photos on the walls of New York shopping malls distract me, so i stay inside

I wish the rockets stayed over the promenade

Cause i would make a hook and eye and fish them from the sky

my darling, she and i we’re hanging on so take us high

To sing the world goodbye.

Iam floating away

Lost in a silent ballet

I’m dreaming you’re out in the blue and i am right beside you

Awake to take in the ^view

Late nights and early parades

Still photos and noisy arcades

My darling, we’re both on the wing, look down and keep on singing and we can go anywhere!

_{Are you there?}

_{Are you there or are you just a decoy dream in my head?}

_{Am i home or am i simply tumbling all alone?}

yes you whom i love

abalienare feminae

with me

stay curious

 

The fact is, i’d rather marry her –the saxophone than you. She’s sexier, wilder, and hotter, very smooth audio –whisper my persona. change every single perspective.

the rhapsody.