Tentang

Sudah lama kita tak berbicara

Sudah lama pula kita tak bersua

Apa lantaran kita berbeda?

Atau memang kita tidak ditakdirkan bersama?

Ironi yang menyayat kembali sebuah luka

Yang tak tersembuhkan karena terbiasa tercela

Tersimpan memori di balik sebuah nama

Walau menyakitkan aku suka

Kamu suka?

Ya karena kita sama sama suka

Tapi tak mampu bersuara

Status quo yang kau rasa

Mungkin itu khayal atau nyata?

Terserah padamu saja

Yang penting nanti kita sama sama berhasil merajut asa

Yang sudah terpendam begitu lama.

Salam dari sahabatmu untuk 3 tahun terakhir.

the new sanctuary

To see the world, things dangerous to come to, to see behind walls, draw closer, to find each other, and to feel. That is the purpose of life.

I just live by the ABCs: Adventurous, Brave, Creative.

diabetes (fluktuasi glukosa)

this is about something that is too sweet, it hurts my teeth, and eventually hurt me



saat terbaik dalam hidupku adalah
dengan kamu
tetaplah disini semua kenang
titk dua dan bintang

hitam putih atau berwarna
gelap terang siang dan malam
selamanya

tetaplah disini semua kenang
genggam tanganku sayang

ini pertama kali ku gunakan kata “cinta”
dalam lagu tentang aku dan dia
semua tanda tanya terjawab dengan
kurung buka dan titik dua
singkat kata ku bahagia

dengar jantung ini berdetak untukmu
berlutut ku meraih jari manismu
kugenggam tanganmu
you know that i love you so much
dengar jantung ini berdebar untukmu
berlutut ku meraih jari manismu
kugenggam tanganmu
you know that i love you so much

review

hari ini... tepatnya pukul 11 malam hari ini.. aku banyak ngepos.. tau kenapa??
bukan karena malem minggu, bukan juga karena suwung kayak kamu, atau iseng. ya karena jarang ngepos begok

pos pertama di tahun ini agak galau, baca aja sediri

yang kedua agak ngarep, melow mungkin? baca aja sendiri

yang ketiga... ya... ini begok

maap maap mbego mbegoin, nggak maksud... eh kamu marah? beneran marah? ehh?! aduh plis shay jangan marah :*

ini cuma review nggak maksud apa apa... ya maksudnya review...

aku cuma sebenernya pengen bilang, kenapa temen temen bloger pada nggak ngepos lagi? apa pada sibuk? ah sok sibuk lo.

aku sekarang ada di kamar, barangkali kamu nanya ya kan.

ceritanya udah implisit di post berikut ini, masih sama, masih lakon yang sama, aku stuck.

tunggu tanggal mainnya ok?








sincerely,  
ace♥.

ice cream story

you biting my ice cream without biting me?

My rock candy passion
Is bittersweet and armed to the teeth
'Cause she would rather fall in chocolate

Than fall in love, 

especially with me

I stood under the waterfall
With a Kiwi pineapple parasol
As Cinderella dropped a crystal ball
And made a concrete cavern
A caterpillar concert hall

I wish that we could sail our sad days away forever

In deep blue seas of paper mache

Let's dance in the moonlight

A barracuda chased our dog days away forever

Let's sink or swim 'til we fall in love

And dance in the moonlight

When we join the yacht club

I would rather go swimming 

with great white sharks

Than wade in romance

'Cause I can never find the courage

To ask her to dinner or even to dance

Let's dance in the moonlight

Don't sweat under your overcoat
'Cause my heart can't harbor this paddle boat
You'll hit the bottom of the highest note
And the chatty tree frogs
Will never wanna leave your throat

Let go of the world you know

And plug in the party lights

Soak your cares in the solar flares

That light up these island nights

Orange eclipse, I can taste your lips
In the citrus afternoon

If you can fly, don't stop at the sky
'Cause there's footprints on the moon
It was you

INI RAHASIAKU

Tak ada sore dan udara menjadi segar

Tak ada gelap, lalu mata enggan menatap
Tak ada bintang mati, butiran pasir terbang ke langit
Tak ada fajar, hanya remang malam
Semua telah hilang terserap matahari
Harum mawar memburu bulan
Rahasia tetap diam tak terucap
Untuk itu semua aku mencarimu
Berikan tanganmu, jabat jemariku
Yang kau tinggalkan hanya harum tubuhmu
Berikan suaramu, bawa semua bisikanku memanggil namamu  
Atau kau ingin aku berteriak sekencang kencangnya
Agar seluruh ruang ini bergetar oleh suaraku

Ini Rahasiaku 
Tak ada gelap, segelap jauh darimu 
Tak ada terang, yang seterang senyummu 
Tak ada lagi bintang di mataku 
Ketika bayanganmu menjauh, membentang
Kau buat rindu dan harapku melayang-layang 
Kamu pernah menjadi senja, menenggelamkan semua 
Kini yang tersisa hanya aroma tawa 
Yang tersisa hanya harum air mata 
Lalu aku mencari suaramu 
Kuobrak-abrik namamu
Aku mencari wujudmu
Aku mencarimu 

Aku mencarimu 

was great..

NEW HOPE

BLESSED IS THE MAN WHO PERSEVERES UNDER TRIAL, BECAUSE WHEN HE HAS STOOD THE TEST, HE WILL RECIEVE THE CROWN OF LIFE THAT GOD HAS PROMISED TO THOSE WHO LOVE HIM




       

negative thinking leads to self critical

fall

Well let me tell you a story, about a girl and a boy 
He fell in love with his best friend

When she's around, he feels nothing but joy
But she was already broken, and it made her blind
But she could never believe that love would ever treat her right
But did you know that I love you? or were you not aware?

You're the smile on my face
And I ain't going nowhere
I'm here to make you happy, i'm here to see you smile
I've been wanting to tell you this for a long while

Who's gonna make you fall in love

I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, of my love

But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall

Well I can tell you're afraid of what this might do
Cause we got such an amazing friendship and that you don't wanna lose
Well I don't wanna lose it either
I don't think I can stay sitting around while you're hurting babe
So take my hand

Well did you know you're an angel? who forgot how to fly
Did you know that it breaks my heart everytime to see you cry
Cause I know that a piece of you's gone everytime he done wrong, I'm the shoulder you're crying on
And I hope by the time that i'm done with this song that I've figured out

Who's gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, of my love

But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall

I will catch you if you fall

But if you spread your wings
You can fly away with me
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself