Freedom Of Expression

Lord, I don't know which way I am going
Which way the river's going to flow
It just seems that upstream I keep rowing
Still got such a long way to go

And that light hits your eyes
I know I swear we'll find somewhere
The streets are paved with gold

Bullets fly split the sky
But that's alright sometimes sunlight comes streaming through the holes

you think you know me?

yep, im not better than any of you.

im just an overexcited kid who want to be a 'real' person

to feel the wind

to get my bestfriend, partnerships

peoples attention

lead the major followers

as a man.

tea

spouse to date

spouse? sorry, girlfriend at beginning i mean.

but what i've got ?

she ignore me, she wouldn't ignore me, i leave her alone.

i think... better she being my best friend girlfriend. the boy who better than me of course.

i expect, she would be happy with him. of course, so cold so cold.

Relax. lets have a cup of tea while i thinkin thinkin and THINKIN about people i care about.

of course SHE IS.

be patient

argh, EXPLODE EXPLODE!

HEART ABSTRACTURE

stuck in the momment.

I dont know WHY, she being SHY.

space melting

Yeah, like ICE CREAM

I try to be calm, look another side.

you dont expect me to be fine

i dont expect you to care.

i found another HOPES, WAYS, IDEAS

hmm~ what do you think? you know me at all?

yet i guess, you never understand what life will be.

but you understand i hope, How can i love when i afraid to fall.

BELIVE IN THE IMPOSSIBLE.

you will find, W letter. W for WIN.

BECAUSE LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE

EXACTLY

QUOTES

Written in graffiti on a bridge in a park
'Do you ever get the feeling that you're missing the mark?'
It's so cold, it's so cold

Written up in marker on a factory sign
'I struggle with the feeling that my life isn't mine'
It's so cold, it's so cold

See the arrow that they shot, trying to tear us apart

Fire from my belly and the beat from my heart

Still I won't let go

Use your heart as a weapon
And it hurts like heaven

On every street, every car, every surface are names
And at the streets arise, I'll be rather insane
Don't let them take control

JEOVAN FILLANDRO, IN GOD I TRUST

ES MOSI

helooo amigos. dah lama gak ketemu, hai .__. innocent.

jadi kan hari ini anak SMP kelas 3 pada libur (atau bangunnya kesiangan yah) jadi hari ini gueeh bangun jan 10 am, cool right. dan ada sebuah SMS yang agak mesra, dia bilang "maaf.." *deg* *aku shock* *galau* *nyesek* screen hapeku tak bawahin lagi "maaf... pulsa anda akan segera berakhir tgl 06/05/12" SHIT

whata suckin operator !

trus ada sms dari suatu -seekor- temen, gak penting. habis itu ada telepon nomernya 0854000 sekian sekian sekian pokoknya nomernya cantik.

haloo? | maaf | what th... | maaf pulsa anda akan segera berakhir, segera lakukan isi ulang pulsa demi kenyamanan | sory? | .... | mbak... | .... | mbak mbak mbak !!! | tuuuttt | mbak jangan tinggalin gue!! isiin pulsa gueee :( shit apa apaan sih ni indosat. iya iya gue isi pulsanya, gak harus telepon kan ?!!! intim banget.

kalo terus terusan kayak gini aku bakal jadi anak rusuh. suka menghujat. ya walau pun kebiasaan ini didapat dari mbahku hahah mungkin orang yang ada di imambonjol udah tau hwaawa. aku jadi suka menyisipkan kata "F*ck" dalam kata kata sehari hari tau gak lo.

"mom... i want that fuckin' chocolate"

"dad... today youre so goddamn busy, its so fuckin' boring.. you always got fire in your ass!"

"uhh... this goddamn milk is too fuckin' sweet. i dont want this fuckin' shit asshole!"

sekali lagi ini yang ngajarin mbahku, please don try at home, try it at traffic

nih mbahku, gaul kan kacamatanya. dia orang Bali. dia menginspirasi dochi sadega.

sekitar pukul 12 pm, otak ku mulai bosan dengan shit shit ini. its time to play PI ES , PS yeah playstasion damn morons! dan game yang biasa NEED FOR SPEED UNDERGROUND. cukup emosi deh guee, coba liat ini.

aku pake toyota celica 08' sumpah its fuckin fast. nih summary nya

fuckin coool right. yah i know beibeeh

sekitar jan 3pm aku ngapain ya... lupa :p hehe. oke dah. dan sekarang aku lagi dengerin lagunya yang dikasih BRAMA DIWANGKARA kelas 9A. judulnya CHECK YES JULIET yang nyayi WE THE KING. karena gue baik. gue kasih lagu dan liriknya.

We The Kings - Check Yes Juliet

Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside
Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight

Lace up your shoes
(Hey oh, hey oh)
Here's how we do,

Run baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby, run
Forever we'll be
You and me

Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Your's for the taking
Just sneak out,
And don't tell a soul goodbye
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3, 2, 1, now fall in my arms now
They can change the locks,
Don't let them change your mind

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better
With you by my side

Forever we'll be
You and me

wew. lagunya pas bangeet

Juliet say YES dong. #ngarep #mekso #boneka voodo

oke deh, sampai jumpa kawan! salam Emosi ya buddy!

yang lagi koor malem ini, cemunguuuuddh! :D wkwkwkw

REGARDS,

MY VISION MY PRIDE FOR RIDE FUTURE

CHELSEA VS BARCELONA 2012

CHELSEA FC versus BARCELONA FC FIGHT FOR THEIR EXCELLENCE TACTICS ABILITY SOON 19 APRIL 2012 WHO ARE THE BEST TACTICS ARRANGEMENT?

VERSUS

ayo Chelsea SEMANGKA cemunguuuddh kakaak !

FANS

Yap! udah banyak banget cerita yang mau mbludak rasanya kalo nggak di tumpahin di blog ini. kali ini saya Jeovan Fillandro akan bahas "FANS". baru baru ini aku sering mengagumi karakter karakter di filem filem barat ( kalo Indonesia kayaknya BELUM, -bukan NGGAK ADA :D )

Sebetulnya apasih definisi fans itu sendiri? menurut versi wikipedia.com dia bilang "Fan is a person with a liking and enthusiasm for something"

agak berlebayan memang

tokoh tokoh yang dia bilang "for something" bisa didefinisikan berbagai macam hal mulai dari binatang ( hah? ngefans binatang? ) , hewan , dan piaraan yang lainnya. tapi kalo aku sih ngefans orang orang berikut ini :

Dari atas ada Vin Diesel yang dari awal langganan mbintangin fast and furious.

terus ada Daniel Craig yang menjadi "trademark" dengan sosok James Bond ( AKU NGEFANS KAMU !! wuuu).

dilanjutkan dengan Jude Law dia ada di Hugo, Enemies Behind the Gates, dan Sherlock Holmes

juga ada Robert Downey Jr. di film Sherlock Holmes dan Ironman

jangan simpulkan bahwa aku maho ya ! -__- aku juga punya idola cewek.

Kita sebenernya ngafans dengan tujuan apa sih. kalo menurutku mungkin karena dia lihai melakukan sesuatu, atau lebih tepatnya kita kagum sama dia. artis diatas apa ya . . . kayaknya punya"sense" main film, aku jane paling ngefans sama Jude Law, dia cool ( aku bukan MAHO! )

lantas Fans sendiri dibagi jadi dua yaitu Fans Nyata (FN) dan Fans Maya (FM) :D , kalo Fans Maya, kita tau kita mengagumi seseorang tapi kita tidak bisa memilikinya atau (mungkin) impossible kita bisa deket sama dia. lalu Fans Nyata, misal kita mengagumi orang yang deket sama kita. mungkin bahasa kerennya "NAKSIR" dan berarti kita potensial deket sama dia ya kan?

dan sebetulnya Fans nyata sendiri dibagi menjadi dua yaitu Fans Nyata Terselubung (FNTS) dan Fans Nyata Terbuka (FNTB) aduh beribet ya.

gini deh FNTB (terbuka) itu kamu ngefans sama orang deket kamu, dan kamu berani menyatakan pada dunia (wejyan) kalo kamu emang kagum atau suka sama dia, dia juga nanggep.

kalo FNTS (terselubung) ini paling menyakitkan tau nggak lo? aku lebih enak nyebutnya SECRET ADMIRER duh sakitnya kalo ngefans sama orang tapi dia nggak tau Eh malah tau tau dia lagi mesra sama orang lain #JLEB #JLEB #ARGH

kondisi jadi secret admirer itu serba salah. Nyatain rasa sukanya pasti ada something yang bikin dia gak berani, atau gak nyatain, si dia malah cuek sama kita.

dari aku sendiri sih kalo kalian jadi secret admirer mending kalian camkan prinsip ini “ADUH DIA UNYU BANGET < AH TAPI YAUDAH BYE!” :D hehe atau “ADUH ADUH DIA UNYUUNYU < AH TAPI SI SUSI LEBIH UNYU” muahahaaha..

SEKIAN selamat menerima sakit bagi yang jadi secret admirer ! salam makjleb. J

TO LATE ashortstory

"So we meet again!" and I offer my hand
All dry and English slow
And you look at me and I understand.
Yeah it's a look I used to know
"Three long years... and your favourite man...
Is that any way to say hello?"
And you hold me... like you'll never let me go

"Oh c'mon and have a drink with me
Sit down and talk a while..."
"Oh I wish I could... and I will!
But now I just don’t have the time..."
And over my shoulder as I walk away
I see you give that look goodbye,
I still see that look in your eye.

So dizzy Mr. Busy - Too much rush to talk to Billy
All the silly frilly things have to first get done
In a minute - sometime soon - maybe next time - make it June
Until later, doesn't always come

It's so hard to think "It ends sometime
And this could be the last
I should really hear you sing again
And I should really watch you dance"
Because it's hard to think
"I'll never get another chance
To hold you. "

But chilly Mr. Dilly - Too much rush to talk to Billy
All the tizzy fizzy idiot things must get done
In a second - just hang on - all in good time - wont be long
Until later…

I should've stopped to think - I should've made the time
I could've had that drink - I could've talked a while
I would've done it right - I would've moved us on
But I didn't - now it's all too late
It's over... over
And you're gone...

I miss you I miss you I miss you

I miss you I miss you I miss you

so much

But how many times can I walk away and wish "If only..."
But how many times can I talk this way and wish "If only..."
Keep on making the same mistake
Keep on aching the same heartbreak
I wish "If only..."

But "If only...."
Is a wish too late. damn

AKU FINE FINE WAE KOK KOE RIBUT DEWE TO ?

SH*T