Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile

Tears roll down my face I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

Cause you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cause I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

LAST

hai apa kabar? lama nggak ketemu. kamu sekarang lagi apa? tambah besar ya kamuu, terakhir aku liat kamu didepan rumah, rambutmu tambah panjang. nggak kamu potong?. ohya liburan ini kamu kemana aja?.

aku tadi malem mimpi kamu, nggak enak lagi mimpinya, makanya aku langsung tulis ini, aku nggak bisa speak sama kamu. lagi lagi karena aku takut. maaf, mungkin yang kemarin itu terakhir kalinya aku liat pupil mu dan kamu liat pupil ku, itupun cuman sepersekian detik. buat saat ini mungkin aku bukan yang terbaik buat kamu, mungkin nanti, atau enggak. kamu baik baik ya, pilih cowo yang bener, nggak kaya aku yang nggak jelas. haha. becanda ._. at the last, stay in whiteside and wait me if you want too ;) bye nicecheeks *smooch* *from far* xxx.

Jeo.

let's set fire to the rain!

Freedom Of Expression

Lord, I don't know which way I am going
Which way the river's going to flow
It just seems that upstream I keep rowing
Still got such a long way to go

And that light hits your eyes
I know I swear we'll find somewhere
The streets are paved with gold

Bullets fly split the sky
But that's alright sometimes sunlight comes streaming through the holes

you think you know me?

yep, im not better than any of you.

im just an overexcited kid who want to be a 'real' person

to feel the wind

to get my bestfriend, partnerships

peoples attention

lead the major followers

as a man.

tea

spouse to date

spouse? sorry, girlfriend at beginning i mean.

but what i've got ?

she ignore me, she wouldn't ignore me, i leave her alone.

i think... better she being my best friend girlfriend. the boy who better than me of course.

i expect, she would be happy with him. of course, so cold so cold.

Relax. lets have a cup of tea while i thinkin thinkin and THINKIN about people i care about.

of course SHE IS.

be patient

argh, EXPLODE EXPLODE!

HEART ABSTRACTURE

stuck in the momment.

I dont know WHY, she being SHY.

space melting

Yeah, like ICE CREAM

I try to be calm, look another side.

you dont expect me to be fine

i dont expect you to care.

i found another HOPES, WAYS, IDEAS

hmm~ what do you think? you know me at all?

yet i guess, you never understand what life will be.

but you understand i hope, How can i love when i afraid to fall.

BELIVE IN THE IMPOSSIBLE.

you will find, W letter. W for WIN.

BECAUSE LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE

EXACTLY

QUOTES

Written in graffiti on a bridge in a park
'Do you ever get the feeling that you're missing the mark?'
It's so cold, it's so cold

Written up in marker on a factory sign
'I struggle with the feeling that my life isn't mine'
It's so cold, it's so cold

See the arrow that they shot, trying to tear us apart

Fire from my belly and the beat from my heart

Still I won't let go

Use your heart as a weapon
And it hurts like heaven

On every street, every car, every surface are names
And at the streets arise, I'll be rather insane
Don't let them take control

JEOVAN FILLANDRO, IN GOD I TRUST

Hypnosis

thinkin' of you

Kisah kasih di sekolah

“Tiada masa paling indah
masa-masa disekolah
tiada kisah paling indah
kisah kasih di sekolah”

-cyakelaah

Wasanawarsa kemaren bikin aku kembali ke masa lalu, hmm semacam “time traveler” gitu kali ya. Jadi ini semua berasal dari wasanawarsa pas aku TK, sekitar 9 tahun yang lalu, wew its been a long time ago. Pas dia bilang “bye bye jeo” #aw

Okedeh, aku punya ‘erghm’ first love HALAAH. Namanya A****, selanjutnya kita sebut saja dia, A. orangnya lebih tinggi 3cm dari aku (kalo dulu aku 100cm, dia 103cm kali ya, HELL) rambutnya sepundak, putih, iya sih dia bule. Kalo ngomong pelo “je mamu mamam mapa?” kalo ditranslate “je, kamu makan apa?” susah emang kalo jadi pacarnya. SECARA AKU MASIH TK!

Gimana aku bisa kenalan sama dia?

Awal mulanya di TK Laboratorium (sekarang SWCC mungkin) aku anak pendiem yang ga punya temen, paling aku cuman suka mainan mobil mobilan sendiri (aku gak suka power ranger, mereka alayy 4LaY! hah) nah si A ini sebetulnya murid pindahan dari Surabaya. Gila aja, bu Heni (guruku waktu TK, haha apal ya aku, ya dong) nyuruh si A duduk bareng aku, DUDUK BARENG AKU (sempet sedih, jadi ga bisa main mobil kayak anak psikopat)

Dia nyapa aku duluan, kami kenalan, nah lama kelamaan aku tau kalo dia tinggal 2 blok dari rumahku aww Senangnya!. Pulang sekolah bareng, berangkat juga bareng, makan bareng, duduk bareng, pokonya segalanya jadi bareng si A. sampe kencing juga bareng. Yucks!

Aku belum bilang kita pacaran lho. Kita cuman deket aja. Dan kalo pun aku suka sama dia, paling cuman sukanya anak TK nggak lebih, dan nggak berlebihan

Ini nih saatnya anak TK NYESEK. Kita bertumbuh, sekarang waktunya naik kelas 1 SD (hmm masuk SD aja gak usah pake tes, kalo SMA ribet) si A ini balik ke Surabaya.

Aaaaaaaa gamau gamau, anjrit gue dikasih PHP sama dia! Nggak tanggung jawab lagi! Cialan! Jahanam. Sebagai anak yang masih 7 tahun aku pasrah aja deh. Nggak mungkin kan gue nangis nangis di airport kayak film ADA APA DENGAN CINTA, kebayang anak setinggi 1 meter peluk pelukan di airport ha?! APASIH MAKSUTNYA.

By the way, di TK itu gak ada yang namanya wasanawarsa, yang ada malah PROM NIGHT walah lebih parah. Ya bubar tinggal bubar, ga ada acara nangis nangis.

Yang ada ya cuman kata “babay jeooh *mwah*” dia melakukan kissbye ala kadarnya *nyesek* *galau* *depresi* *frustasi* *minum baygon* *nggak makan 12 bulan*

Yagitu deh. Sekarang dia cuman ada di paradox di cerebellum ku huhh. Kapan kamu balik njel? *ups ketawan, namanya enjel. Sekian.

Malu aku malu
pada semut merah
yang berbaris di dinding
menatapku curiga
seakan penuh tanya:
sedang apa disini?
Menanti pacar, jawabku

RASAH NANGIS BRO :D

noʎ ǝʞɐɯ ʎɯ plɹoʍ ǝpısdn uʍop ♥

Payphone #2

Yow dude, whassup. ini bocah bocah smp yang lagi galau segalau galaunya kalo lagi liburan mau apa. disaat pulsa hape yang kian menipis "beb, kamu kok ga bales sms aku?" "beb?" "beb, kamu dah gak sayang lagi sama aku? "BEB, OKE FINE KITA BREAK" fuhhh, sudah kunanti kau mengatakan itu mohahahaha.

kaset PS semua udah tamat, rental film di Video Ezy juga udah ketonton semua (kecuali sherlock holmes game of shadows, SIALAN GUE UDAH PESEN ITU 1 BULAN LALU!) kencing juga udah sering gue lakuin.

pilihan terakhir : BYE REALITY, WELCOME BLOG!

gini..... ini temanya cinta. cinta cinta cinta muluk -__-

iya jadi post yang sebelumnya kan ada lagunya PAYPHONEnya MAROON 5 , setelah ta amat amati, ni lagu OKEY BANJEETS loh (besok jeo masuk THE ALAYERS aja ya).

jadi si Adam Levine (vocalistnya) dia tu pengen nelpon pacarnya disaat yang sangat mendesak. bejone dia, HAPENYA GA BISA BUAT NELPON COY (mungkin gak ada sinyal, pake operator ape sih lu Dam? :3) trus dia pergi ke PAYPHONE (jaman saiki bosone : WARTEL) tau kan payphone tuh, jangka waktunya disesuaikan juga sama money nya (barangkali si Adam lagi kere, makanya dia segitunya)

ADAM LEVINE

Dia buang hape bebe nya (santai banget)

Dia pergi ge wartel terdekat

kalo liat videonya di http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRaWnd3LJfs pasti elo semua pada mudeng. dan dalam hati kecil kalian, kalian bilang "WOW" atau "WEW"

anyway, kenapa kalo ada lagu barat bagus, kalian gak mencoba untuk menggubah aransemennya? Mungkin liriknya. Inih hasil gubahan gue terhadap liriknya 8) bangga

INI ASLINYA

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick

Now I'm at a payphone...

INI ARANSEMEN

AKU NENG WARTEL, NJAJAL NELPON OMAH.

KABEH KESMPATAN SING TAK NDUWE

TAK ENTEKKE NGGO KOWE

NENG ENDI TO JANE ILANGE WEKTU

BEB KUWI KABEH SALAH, NENG ENDI RENCANA SING WES DI GAWE NGGO AWAKE DEWE?

NEK SAKUMPAMA BAHAGYO SAKLAWASE KUWI PANCEN ENEK

AKU PENGEN CEDAK MBEK KOWE TERUS KO NGENE

KABEH LEGENDA KUWI SHIT

SAK LAGU PEKOK SING ISINE CINTA, MESTI AKU DADI EDAN

YOO PANCEN AKU GEK NENG WARTEL…

Amanat: coba kita bayangin kalo kita mau mati, SEGERALAH KE WARTEL nelpon omah, bapak , ibuk , kakak , adek "buk/pak/kak/dek, aku meh mati, aku njaluk ngapuro mu . . . tuuutt ... tuuut . tuut" langsung sekeluarga pada ke Magelang cari obat sakit.

Peace!

YEAH MAROON 5 !

Payphone

“

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of shit
One more stupid love song I'll be sick L

“

A Thousand Years

H

eart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

you have no choice!

Unforgetable

Keep my heart

Aku tidak takut kalah bersinar, Karena kamu membuat gelapku terang.

Aku tidak takut memberimu ruang, Karena nafasmu yang membuatku hidup.

Aku tidak takut membiarkanmu bahagia dengan orang lain, Tapi aku tidak akan membiarkan kamu tidak tahu bahwa kebahagianku adalah bersamamu, bukan dengan orang lain.

Life is Beautiful

When will I become the sun that lights you up? all I can do is think about myself. No matter how old I get, I know I will never change, I disgust myself.

But once you said to me “Just be yourself”that moment I knew how gifted I was.

And I could say “Life is beautiful”
You are a wonderful gift for me.

Always wanted to be like

the hero in a movie to

show myself bigger than

the real me. But I have to

play my character, for

this is my movie that I’m

starring in.

For a long time, I had high ideals like mountains and I’ve hidden myself behind them. But I am ok,

Sun’s gotta rise up, oh I wanna light you with my life.

I won’t push myself too hard anymore.

I’ll just be me whatever lies beyond this path.

And when you’re lonely, I’ll be close to you.
So you can say “Life is beautiful”

I’LL SAY GOODBYE TO ALL MY REGRETS, SOME GUILTY FEELINGS, I’M GONNA START ALL OVER AGAIN.

i’ll say goodnight to all my sadness, all my uneasiness,

i’m gonna start all over again, once more.